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my feelings now... solitude is something wanted, loneliness is not... i dun like tis feeling of being alone... i wanna embrace solitude... but at least now... i wanna be surrounded by pple... i wanna be heard by pple... i wan attention... i wanna be wanted... the craving within adds onto the pangs of loneliness, unwanted, forgotten, ignored, ditched... if u can't find me... will it ultimately matter? i guess not... i'm insignificant anyway... so small, so forgotten, so undeserving... dun worry about me... i dun deserve it... ur time deserves something better... anything... it is all better than me anyway... ignore me... forget me... i'm not here... never was... never is... never will be... carry on with life... just like my presence, my absence wun make any difference... In Solitude at 2:18 am 0 shared in solitude |
deeper into solitude the hermit retreats...