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i m pretty jealous when i read on pple's blog abt how they and their stead or their frenz stead close... i mean i m sincerely happy for them... esp if they are aj... and if u r aj/bi in a relationship reading this... i sincerely wish u all the best in ur relationship... but... then it suddenly dawn upon me... the real meaning of solitude... i mean i posted it b4... but it just hit me not long ago... Quote: For me, the difference is solitude is something you WANT and feel comfortable with, a peaceful, relaxing and inspirational space, and loneliness is an UNWANTED experience of being on your own.I believe one of the greatest fears we have is the fear of loneliness, especially the loneliness that we feel when we are without a lover. This fear traps many of us into unfulfilling or destructive relationships, or leads us into pursuing the wrong person just to AVOID being on our own. copyright alison lotustarot.com i had fallen into the trap... Ronald is rite... why m i feeling so insecure... and many pple ard me keep telling me tt i had fallen into the trap of loneliness... so much so i end up scaring pple (actually now onli gt 1) who are just onli able to be my fren... if u r reading this... i m sorry... i admit... i do like u... but well... i dun wanna spoil the frenship in the process... gonna enjoy solitude... i dunno how... but i wanna enjoy it... and gonna find a way to... and stop being jealous and stop letting it affect me so tt i can focus on taking things slowly... Fann Wong - Gu Dan In Solitude at 1:32 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||