Being in the working world now makes me realised that things are not as simple as it seems and people have different expectations. It may be a simple thing that needs to be done but different people got different approach and they may not see things from your perspective, even if you are doing it often enough to know better than him, just because they are in a different position, they will think they are better. 

Sometimes I wonder if it will be easy on me to just give up or just face it and fight on. I don't want to keep running away but this is really tiring. And running away is easier. And the pay is not good. And and and and and... But I want to stay too. but but but but but...  Sigh. The oxymoronic life I am living.

And to top it up, being aj makes it harder in the society we are in. People pick on you even more and you tend to keep more things to yourself. Things happen and it is harder to find someone to share.

Lamentations can only work this much. After awhile, it will only add onto the misery of the life you are trying to forget.

Anyhow,

New year was interesting. I spent the transitional moment counting down with a table of guests at the cafe after 2 false attempt coz their watch was too fast and stuff. After that, everything was back to as they were. Then the same table saw very unreasonable and none fun loving guests. It is a wonder why people think the way they do sometimes. Same day, same emotion, same game (they were both playing saboteur) and the reaction is different. This line made me see many different people and made me feel even more hopeless in the way people are in Singapore. Is it the way we are brought up generally or it is simply up to the individuals?

oh, and resolutions (not that I keep them year after year)

This year, I would want to learn how to drive, blog regularly and lose some weight. That's all. Simple I hope.