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tomorrow is my birthday... and on the eve on my birthday i discovered something... my blog has been featured on hardwarezone.com.sg apparently someone chance upon my blog (how i dunno) and found it interesting tt i've declared 302 and post it on the forums there... the moderator removed the thread and he opened another one asking why the mod removed it, without forgetting to repost the blog address... Questions: how did he chance upon my blog? who is he? why would he wanna post my blog add onto another forum? wad is so interesting abt me declaring? where else did he post my blog? when is he going to realise tt it is not very nice to do so... and tt there are pple wif different preference and there is no need to announce it? i'm fine wif pple reading my blog... i mean i've declared... i've decided tt i'm who i m and i dun really care wad u think of my orientation... wad i'm more concern abt is: WHY IS IT THAT WHO YOU ARE IS NEVER MORE IMPORTANT THAN WHAT YOU ARE? you can be a very good friend... but when he finds out u r gay... he avoids u... you can be a good staff... but u r not given a chance coz the boss thinks u r gay... you can contribute... but just because u r gay... they decided u r useless... is who i m more important or is wad i m really going to make tt much of a difference... just like having something against pple who dislike durians just because u like durian... and totally ignore all his potential contributions... i know it is different... but how different? the root of the idea is the same... look at who they are and wad they can do... not what they are, they preference and liking... we may like pple of the same gender... but like str8 guys... we know tt there are things we cannot force and PLEASE we have taste too... we dun devour everyting tt wears pants... enough said... i dun care abt all the hate comments so feel free to post them if u r so childish and gt too much time to waste... drops of jupitar - tanya chua In Solitude at 5:55 pm 0 shared in solitude the appointment was abt 2 weeks ago... but well... every weekend i'm very lazy to do any updates... and thus the admin lapse of almost 3 months no blogging... anyways... went tor the first appointment the doctor asked rather typical questions similar to wad the MO asked... and now i reveal to you this: if you really decide to declare... be prepared for personnel questions being asked... and at no time say tt anyone knows abt your homosexuality (except for all ur aj frenz)... really... i told him by accident tt my sister MIGHT know... and he ended the whole interview process saying tt he wanna speak to my sister... arranged for another session 6 weeks later (which was the killer... i waited for a month onli to wait for another 6 wks...) some things he asked was: sex bfs cross dressing and so... i waited for 6 weeks... doing office work while at it... things are ok... lotsa shit work to do in the office till the 2nd appointment went for the second appointment wif ally... told the doctor my sister is overseas so i brought a family fren along... he was like "why do u bring a family fren... nobody brings family fren" well i dun care... so he asked her a few questions... how she knows me and when she knew abt my sexuality... do ii cross dress... my bfs... did i tell her anything... then he asked the golden question tt kinda pissed her off: "anything u wanna tell me tt can prove tt he is homosexual (something along tt line)" her reply: "look... he came, declared, told you he has a boyfriend, goes to gay clubs... wad else? wad more do u need to know" the doctor said ok... told her go out, gave me a form, ask me to sign... told me it will take abt 2 weeks for everything to be finalised... so now i'm waiting for my confirm pes status (which is also confirming my 302 status) already got my official revocation order... clerk... so tt's it... case close... now... wait for tmr... post abt... MY BIRTHDAY (which is by the way... 1st september) 飛輪海 - 一個人流浪 In Solitude at 9:50 am 0 shared in solitude and so i decided to log onto my blog to see where i left off before this post... June... till now... almost 3 months of no blogging... crap... army is killing me...  50 Hits... time frame aside... tis is probably the highest amt of hits after the couple blog wif my ex closed (it closed.... say abt 2 years ago =p)and surprise surprise... pple actually post hate comments (ok only 2 but it is a start) on my tagbox... whee~ seriously... i'm excited coz pple actually read my blog... and then they go and read my frenster after tt... how i know... coz i logged onto frenster earlier on and was shock wif wad i see:  118 pple viewed my profile!?!?! so many... so i click ard to see who read it... most are str8 guys with girlfriends... advice to them... switch on annoymous viewing before u look ard profiles if u dun wan them to know u looked at theirs... they will go clickin back... esp. me...and the hate comments i got are: - ewww! another dickless guy pple who are unidentified normally intro themselves first... so.. i'm sorry that u r dickless... -chao gey wad's gey? well... they can continue to post... i dun care... =p tagbox can be overwritten... comments can be deleted... their time can be wasted... i can be entertained... anyhow... jason: you too? haha... yeah... the wait can kill... but my wait's over... C2L9, ASA... keep me updated abt urs? can i add u in my bloglisting? dallas: believe it or not... i actually miss u, roy and sher... i'm fine... just tired after so many things happening... and now im sick!!! dunownme: i know... briefed by my OC already... vijay: how to? i can't contact you... haha... i'm taken so... find another one... how abt jason (see above) jason: kidding... sorry =X vijay: there... i'm kidding... so u have to find another one... all the best =) griffin: i sure hope so... he is kinda 'remembering' me now... bleah... edmw: thanks chris: i miss u too... i'm fine... yeah... in army now so very hard to se u online... how's u so there we have it... an interlude... haha 保护色 - 終極一班原聲帶 In Solitude at 9:09 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||