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i dunno wad is the third part called in narnia and i'm too lazy to check it out... so let's just leave it ok? anyways... this is the third weekend after i declared 302... this week i started working in the office so guess it is official that i'm out of the group. my officer got me replaced so i'm no longer in my platoon and everyone has been asking me why. i guess that is the bad thing about leaving. good thing i got reasons available... news of me declaring may have leaked. moses said someone asked me if i declared. if it is true, then it is either of the 3 senior commanders. told u that 'something-in confidence' is total bullcrap. i wun be surprised if it really is leaked out. but moses said something that made sense. i m feminine and soft. now i suddenly out of fighting platoon into hq with no reasons wadsoeva. people will put 2 wif 2 and reason it out. just that i believe that somewhere along the line there must be a leakage. if not, why declaring? why not depression? why not injury? but otherwise things are ok. people are treating me a little cooler than usual but well i'm no longer part of the fighting platoon and we are drifting apart. no longer have any topics common lest the past. so i'm not blaming them. and now i'm left wif the decision if i wanna stay. according to mosesm, if i decided not to then i would have to sound out in the interview. the interview is set so long later. 300608. i'm dying from the emotions of uncertainty. first was the uncertainty outside the m.o. office about wad he is gonna ask me. then i got thru it. then came he certainty that it wun leak. then it did. now have to face the uncertainty of pes status so following the pattern, things should be good this time. so i keep u all waiting. i guess i'll carry on part 4 after the interview at mmi... all these apart... kinda sad, the 2 guys died during training, resulting in a 3 days freeze of physical training in the saf. one was promoted to 2lt. but wad's the use? die liao. sigh~ wasted. bright future. side track... wad's with people singing song and posting on youtube? if u wanna post it on youtube, try to put it in a way that when i'm searching for the original singer, i wun find urs instead. gee... irritating... ayumi - no way to say In Solitude at 9:16 pm 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||