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after so long... i've finally got down to update... i actually missed a very important date!!! my blog's birthday... been thru a lot these days and made lotsa decision and taken lotsa actions... ended up recording my feelings on paper and neglecting the blog... but well... i'm back here again... hopefully i can be back more often... since 2004 till now... it has been 4 years... my feelings had been like a roller coaster... i've been thru a lot and seen a lot... i've learnt alot and realise a lot of things i do not know... i've changed a lot and have been the same all at the same time... in this 4 years... i've been back to school, dropped out of school... i've taken the highest authority only to fall to the lowest... i've been thru so many in these years that i realise how much i miss my childhood, being a young kid free from everything... in this 4 years i've experience love to lose it again, then find another to lose and got another... it has been a year since i'm wif zh... relationship at home has taken a toil on me... wif a home not like a home... wif a habour tt i cannot dock... wif a shelter worse than in a storm... is it me? am i thinking too much? do i wanna think so much? do i wanna put myself thru so much pain? maybe... maybe i'm sadistic... maybe i like to see myself suffer... tt is wad others think right? anyways... it is not tt important anymore i guess... i've decided and taken the most drastic decision i can make in tis 4 years... i've decided to declare my sexuality to SAF... and i've done so on the 29th of May 2008... and i guess wadeva happens from now on... i've to learn to live wif it... well... for hose who are new here... feel free to explore the memories accumulated in 4 years... join me in the roller coaster ride as more years are added to this blog... and come back often... for i'll be recording the journey from declaration onwards... tt is if u wanna know... haha... enjoy~ 保護色 - 藍亦承(終極一班原聲帶) In Solitude at 6:23 pm 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||