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it dun feel like lunar new year season... reunion dinner was taken alone... no sitting together, no talking to each other on the dinner table... food was common fare, nothing fancy like last year... quarrelled with dad, grams and bro over something stupid (i was siding my sister and the elders, my bro)... nothing is nice on tv... it has been a long time since i updated this and well nothing much had happened except for in camp, we've gotten our new platoon commanders and we've declared war (unofficially) on the sgts... we are now on cold war status... to think of it... i'm 23 this year... i'm aging fast... time flew by me like tt... sometimes i wonder... this 23 years of my life... wad significance is there? i've nt really impacted anybody's life... pple tend to forget who i m after a while... i dun really have any frenz who are really long term... i'm always a B-list guy in pple's phone book who will not get much from them... always in their 'well-i-can't-find-anyone-so-i-call-u-lor' list... i hate events like this... it makes me look back into my life, realise how useless i m and no matter how hard i try... i'm never good enough... makes me demoralised... and not tt i gt any perks from it... if i gt more money form the red packets i dun mind... but i dun... sigh~ speed - walking in the rain In Solitude at 10:58 pm 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||