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how long has passed since my last update... kinda sad... to think i use to update more regularly... clocking abt 100 post per year... dun think i even hit half of wad i use to post... well... driving phase was over... i now know how to drive a M113 which is kinda cool... but training is taking a toil on me... and my days are getting longer... my only motivation is calling baby at night and sleeping... time really flies in tt aspect... we begin wif fears tt we wun last... tt we wun be able to see thru and now... half a year has passed... in this half year... he has been greatly disappointed by me... and i had greatly upset him many times... sometimes i do think tt i'm nt worthy of him... tt he should just let me go and go for someone else... someone who deserves him more... sigh~ things has been fine though tiring... and no matter wad happens, he is always by my side... the course will end come mid jan and i'll be free... but till then, i'll have to bear wif the stupid CQMS and a stupid pltmate... until next time... when i will make more sense in wad i'm posting... SHE - bu xiang zhang da In Solitude at 12:39 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||