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how long has passed since my last update... kinda sad... to think i use to update more regularly... clocking abt 100 post per year... dun think i even hit half of wad i use to post... well... driving phase was over... i now know how to drive a M113 which is kinda cool... but training is taking a toil on me... and my days are getting longer... my only motivation is calling baby at night and sleeping... time really flies in tt aspect... we begin wif fears tt we wun last... tt we wun be able to see thru and now... half a year has passed... in this half year... he has been greatly disappointed by me... and i had greatly upset him many times... sometimes i do think tt i'm nt worthy of him... tt he should just let me go and go for someone else... someone who deserves him more... sigh~ things has been fine though tiring... and no matter wad happens, he is always by my side... the course will end come mid jan and i'll be free... but till then, i'll have to bear wif the stupid CQMS and a stupid pltmate... until next time... when i will make more sense in wad i'm posting... SHE - bu xiang zhang da In Solitude at 12:39 am 0 shared in solitude i remember telling myself i will not neglect the blog even when i'm in NS... only to prove myself wrong... lying on my bed... tossing and turning... then got up... tired but can't sleep... dunno why... decided to come online and update myself and the pple ard me... it has been fun __________ and __________ but ____________... so i can only ___________ (u see... the military is so sensitive... anything u say tt has any remote link to it... they can charge u under the Official Secret Act) anyways... it has been real tiring... waking up early in the morning to prepare stores then go for training and then come back to camp to pack up... it doesn't help when ur superior is not willing to listen to u... even though u r 3 years older and might have a little more experience than him... so it ends up... he is screwing up everyhing and everybody else is cleaning up his mess so tt nobody will get into any serious trouble.. adding on to it... we have Xavier in our midst... who is he? allow me to refer u to X-men... Prof. X he sits down there and dun do anything much... all he do is watch... see... look... and once the officers are ard... he starts to push us ard and snatch things to do... F*@#er other than tt... my plt mates are fun and really helpful... and i'm missing my baby... so much... left ur present i made for u in camp... can hear from ur voice tt u r a little disappointed... i'm sorry... ok... guess tt's abt it... gt block leave next week... maybe then i'll update more... till then, zzzzzzzz sun yan zi - wo huai nian de In Solitude at 1:24 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||