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just ended a overnight staff gathering at my work... and i realise how insignificant i can be in their eyes... adding to tt... i've been out of reach for some time wif the forum guys... and well... they had so much fun i can't help but to feel tt i'm nt really part of the group anymore... tis few days has been a very bad period for me emotionally... i'm constantly challenged to keep my spirits up... but there are times when i really cannot do it anymore... luck has been bad too... lost lotsa money in mahjong... but tt's nt the main pt... the thing is tis... i feel like it dun really matter if i'm there or not... and i desire the idea tt i matter to pple... i guess it is since young tt i really wan acknowledgements... *laughs* coming from a family like tis... i guess it is not a wonder why i'm such a crazy person... ignore me... i'm babbling... again... speed - walking in the rain... In Solitude at 12:59 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||