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tis is the 290th post of this blog... i'm 21 years old... my highest qualification is GCE O levels my highest working portfolio is Senior Cafe Executive - Operations Management my greatest shame is tt tt's all the achievements i have... been reading a few blogs with Arron's blog being the one tt i have the most thoughts abt... how a kid like him have so much thoughts... and how similiar our thoughts can be... is it the age that makes us like that? does all pple of tis age think like tt... pple always label us as guys who r emotional and think too much... r we? anyways... i've announced my resignation... my last day at work would be 20th May 2007... then i'll take a one month break... then go to NS... and hopefully after 2 years, the military would wake me up from all my dreams and root me back to reality... i should strive to study and then work till i die... i should stop dreaming abt being in the entertainment biz... to direct my own drama and movies... i should stop dreaming the dreams i have... gt a 9-5 job... gt 14 days off a year and slog my guts out till i turn 60 when i die (i wanna die by then) but then again... will i last tt long? will Jesus be back by then? i dunno... i dun wanna know... many thoughts fill my mind... i typed, deleted, retyped, deleted, considered, typed, deleted... tis is my territory... but why do i fear? why do i hesitate in expressing wad's in my mind? is tis really my land? is this where u'll find the real me? is tis me? m i still hiding in tis world which i'm suppose to roam free? who m i? where's the real me? i'm tired... and it seems tt no matter how much i've slept... it's never enough... when reality is so tiring... i'll never have enough sleep... Fahrenheit - yi ge ren liu lang In Solitude at 3:02 pm 1 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||