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tis is the 271st post of the blog... the first in 2007 and looking back... i realised... my first post of 2006 was post 154 on 3rd Jan 06 as well... haha... spent christmass weekend and the long new year weekend at work... had no life and no time for anyone... even myself... sitting down in front of the monitor feeling nt so well... bad day today... woke up late, clock in late but well survived it and had pretty good results in terms of sales and how the cafe was ran... so here i m... and i decided to take a trip down memory lane and look at my 06 as a whole... after finally finding some time to quiet down and reflect 2006 has been a fairly good year... i guess the key event of the year was meeting thomas and knowing him and being with him... many things happened between us in this year, lotsa unhappiness, disagreement and quiet moments... yet filling tis year up was also happiness, understanding, presence and quality moments... begin to realise tt i can't really see life without him... but well... i'm independent... we dun rely too much on him... maybe he on me when he ask me to pay for his stuff... but well... nt much also... another key event of the year was the great 'earthquake' in my circle of frenz... lotsa major shifts to it and pple who were close are no longer close... pple who are far got closer, saw a different side to many of my frenz and revealed a different side to many of frenz... also a major happening was the job i took from march and i'm gonna complete 1 year soon (can't wait... coz it means it is our 1st year together too) and rose thru the ranks to a position tt requires me to run the cafe... had my ups and downs there... had lotsa fun running it and learning stuff... lotsa fun wif the collegues and customers... the biggest disappointment came from school... when i gt expelled by SP coz i failed my construction module 3 times... and the NS checkup was projected to be on the 9th of March... another disappointment was the trust and benefit of doubt i expect coming from some frenz but did not come, thus causing the 'earthquake' others include my recent craze in WoW, the terrible fall of my grams (who is still in hospital) and the recent death of my granduncle and thomas' grandma... 2006 had proven to be a rather eventful year, fruitful yet tiring and i began to take life wif a bigger pinch of salt... and one step at a time... misery is not really in my dictionary right now and death is kinda far from my mind... found the inner child in me and had been entertaining him and thus, matured yet grew younger... i guess in tis new year... it is onli logical to take time off and thank all tt had made a difference in my life: for those who influenced me positively... thanks for being a beacon... u may think tt u did not do much... but u indeed had helped me thru the dark moments of life... i'm thankful for the company, trust and understanding displayed... for those who influenced me negetively... thanks for helping me see the dark side of life... for helping me realise tt the bed of roses actually have thorns... for teaching me tt not all pple can be trusted no matter how they carry themselves... i'm thankful for the lessons... and in tis new year... i resolve to nt have any resolutions... if i wanna do it... just do it... (well seriously... it is coz i never completed any of the resolutions set in 2005 tt i really give up) have a Merry 2007 my friends... and hopefully when 2008 come and Beijing host the Olympics, u will still be my friend... despite all tt had happened... and hopefully by then thomas and i will be celebrating our 2nd year together... Speed - One More Dream In Solitude at 7:15 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||