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it has been so long since i last blogged... coming form a person who enjoy blogging and see blogging as an outlet... tis is really rare... but well everything has its cause and mine is work... bleah~ it has been 2 months since i started as a full timer... and well things has been ok except the fact tt i literally have no time for anything at all... i wake up... go to work... reach home... sleep... wake up... work... home... sleep... i have no life~ and as it goes on... i slowly lose passion in the work... and it is slowly becoming a chore... adding onto tt... a part timer is getting similar pay (per hour) to me and is having more authority compared to me... and it is kinda pissing me off... esp. when the responsibility falls on me... it is tiring and eating me up... and it is affecting my relationship wif thomas... i had not seen him for more than a month and i have not really been contacting him... i m feeling very guilty but i really cannot squeeze much time out... and on days tt i m free he is not free... but most of the time it is me tt is not free... i have no time to meet any of my frenz (minus chong jie coz he always drop by marine parade for a few hours to chat up after my work) coz of work too... sorry Ally for not remembering ur birthday... not tt i deliberately forget... i really got too many things going on... Sorry Douglas for missing out on wishing u Happy Birthday... i m overwhelmed by so much stuff lately... to the two strongest support in my life... Happy Belated Birthday... may ur days be filled wif all the blessings from above as u live life wif joy and laughter, smiles and happiness... may ur every moment be sweet memories and fruitfulness fills every day... may ur 21 years tt had past be that of bliss and the 22nd year onwards be as u desire... happy birthday... and really... thank God for u in my life... so... back to work... it has been very taxing on me and i have finally fallen ill... wif a little blocked ears, itchy throat and headache... i m still surviving well and still going to work... it is not killing me.. so it should make me stronger... been doing so much tt i lost sense of time and going to work is now like a routine and i dun really look forward to working anymore actually... so i've decided... December will be the last month i'm working full time... come jan i'll convert back to part time and hopefully have more time for myself and thomas and my frenz and myself... so anything major in my life? nah... i guess tt suck right? sun yanzi - yu tian In Solitude at 1:23 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||