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Things are at a stand still for us now... and i dunno if things will improve or not... i dunno wad is wrong and he said he will tell me when the time is right... and all i can do is wait... and take tt break... since he wans a break, a breather... i will give him tt breather... It is late at night Who is it that is keeping you awake, counting you wounds Why leave the lights on before sleeping If you dun wanna say, i wun ask i guess it is a little too much... and i m being driven to the wall... i dunno why he can just tlke a break like tt... it is not always abt you... it is abt us... sometimes u just can't have things your way... wad abt me? have u ever spared a thought for me? If you love too deeply, you can't balance Troubled by love will only torture your soul Love when you have to, hate when you have to Save a little of yourself for yourself i m feeling a little vex and emotional because of tt... and i dunno how long i can last... the break may lead to a break up... but right now... i m waiting... i m gonna hold on till the last straw within me tt makes me give up and let go totally... Love may be a responsibility but you have to give completely Sometimes love is beautiful cause it is not forever As tiring love is, it is as painful If you love bravely, let go boldly Adding onto the thing was my grandma... she had a fall the other night and fractured her thigh bone (or smth) and she was like "i wanna die" "i'm useless" and stuff like tt... and i had an emotional breakdown... i just could not stop crying... so much so tt i had to stay home instead of going to the hospital with her... and the first person in my mind i wanna turn to is thomas... but well... he seem so distant now... i dun get it... where is the guy who will smile at the very sight of me... who gt so excited coz i paid him a visit while he worked? where is the guy who will msg me sweet nothings once in a while to make me feel important... who will make me feel unique and special? where is the guy who wanna share life with me... who wanna be part of my every moment? Ironically... it is gonna be my 21st birthday... the birthday which is the most significant... when u r finally declared an adult... the day when u are legally free from ur family and you can do wad u wan coz u r ur own responsibility... it is a big day... and the day tt u must feel real happy... but i dun... everything is going on downhill... i'm not ok... but just take it tt i'm fine ok? Sandy Lam - Shang Hen In Solitude at 3:02 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||