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I've fallen ill... flu... stuff nose... sore throat... and the best part... i lost my voice... then i could not find a replacement for my show... as such i prayed... and God made an opening by postponing it... God's mysterious ways... interesting... recently there are pple who are asking me to return to Hope... and i m contemplating... but well... i kinda decide tt i ain't really going back... i would most likely go to my grandma's church soon... and will go there once in a while to visit and sit in their service... just dunno wad kinda feelin it would be... things are no longer the same... i gonna quit my gelato job soon... i gt into real serious trouble... i kinda lost my voice on sunday so i did not go to work... i msg boss kinda last min coz it was sunday itself tt i decided tt i can't really go to work and he was real pissed... when i gt my sis to call him to tell him i can't work... all my sis said was "i'm Tim's sister" and he said "no need to come work" and he hanged the call... i reckon it is real bad so i decided tt i would quit anyway... since it is real tiring and i wanna start going to church on sundays... i kinda gt better in the evening and had dinner with Gerald... then he asked me to join him in clubbing and after a while i decided to say yes... since it is a new club i've never been to... attica... it is nice... but wad i like better than the club was its chill out bar downstairs... gonna drag a few frenz there to chill and chat one day then go up to club then down again to chill haha... saw andy there and his fren jason... nice guy... went for a couple of frenz chalet on saturday... kinda fun... esp. siok rou's chalet... met a few nice frenz and a junior... yong bi... my gaydar went off when i saw him... really think he is aj... will get to know him better to see if i can fish anything out... but other than tt... welll it was lotsa fun... counting down to my b'day... i dunno... i dun really look forward to it... i told gerald... it would be the last time i'm celebrating my b'day... after tis year... my b'day would be like any other day... if it is remembered ok... if not... i'm fine... i miss you thomas... i really do... will u see me soon? will u be there at the chalet? will u celebrate my birthday with me? will u hold me tight in the period i feel most vulnerable? thomas... i love you... i miss you... ayumi hamasaki - who... In Solitude at 12:17 am 1 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||