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After a little misunderstanding... i ended up in work... was fun and now kinda tired... end of logic i guess it is my responsibility... it has to be smth i said or did that caused some reactions in tt manner... i m now beginning to question the fundamental core of myself... and beginning to have doubts if i am really who i think i m and who i wanna be... i really dunno wad i wan from myself and from others... and i really dunno wad i wanna give in response to myself and others... i'm tired... but i can't escape... How easy to choose death... not out of despair but of boredom that numbs like ice held too long in your hand... vex, frustrated... the mask i so hate to put on... yet a mask i dun dare to remove... label me... H Y P O C R I T E i'm so lost in my mask i no longer no which is the mask and which is not... my sky is dark my heart the season of falling leaves i dunno how to survive tonight all the lights has been extingushed s.h.e - tian hui In Solitude at 2:57 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||