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i'm blogging for the sake of blogging... but since i'm here... might as well... many things are different now... things are changing in my life and i m really confused... the mixed feelings being sent and recieved are pushing me towards the cliff... i dunno wad others wan now and i dunno wad i wan... i dun trust myself anymore... i feel so lost... i once enjoyed revelations divine disclosure i once was clear of where to go directions i now feel ignorant and limited blind i now don't know left and right lost i need wisdom and knowledge fill me i need to carry on this misty path guide me ~Tim i.e. me wad is wrong... why is it becoming like tis? well... it is my choice... everything is my choice... the choosing came by chance but the result is by decision... since i chose to do smth i will take in the consequences... Nothing wrong with dying, but with believing that life is always meaningful, that meaning is not a flame we lit ourselves and may flicker ~Cyril Wong nth much happened lately... just camps and CDAC stuff, drama class and very little time wif dar... any time spent i had been pissing him off... a lot... and he has been rather... cautious... abt me and i'm really feeling a little uncomfy... Perhaps there is nothing heroic about choosing life. To do so may be the same as picking an apple amongst apples one morning at the market ~Cyril Wong i'm sinking deeper... deeper... i need to breath... i can't... sarah brightman - deliver me In Solitude at 2:13 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||