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I've deleted posts not because i dun stand by it... coz it is garnering unwanted comments from pple tt should not be involved... Apologies even though u dun wanna hear it: Trina: i guess foremost u had been roped into something and had pissed u off alot... and out of the goodness to help us... u gt snubbed and hurt... i'm sorry... Mun Hong: i guess u will never wanna hear form me judging from ur post... my memory was distorted and i admit tt it is my fault for not confirming wif u... and it is my fault tt things took a turn like tis... at tis pt of time... i know i only gt myself to blame and u have all the right to be angry... i did not explain and i did not make any effort to rectify anything... but truthfully... if u still have any faith in me... the bulk of the post tt u read was not meant for u... it was meant for someone else... anyhow... it dun really matter any more right? i guess i had hurt u more than i can ever imagine... till now did i realise how much things u have against me and how i dun see all tis tt u r not happy wif and still assume things... well... u r right... and i guess u r better off without me... the case is close... if ever u still see me worthy to explain anything at all... contact me... but i guess tt day wun come... judging from the pain i bring forth to u... allow me to offer up my sincere apology... nt in hope tt it would rectify anything coz i know wad i've done cannot be pardoned... but in hope tt i m giving a chance to say sorry from the bottom of my heart for all tt i had done against u... Mystige: i guess i should let go of the Matriarch... dun worry... Thomas is still ur Patriarch but at this point of time... i cannot see myself still in the mystige line... Jeslyn is still ur grandaunt, trina still ur grandaunt or maybe u would arrange for them to take over as the Matriarch... anything goes now i guess... i'm still a fren n ur grams if u regard me as one... but no longer ur ah-ma of the mystige... all tt got into both issues: i'm sorry for causing so much distress in ur lifes... i guess ever since u all know me i've been one tt had caused more pain than joy... more anger than laughter... ur lifes will be better without me... the pains from now on... i'll take it from here... i wish u all best of blessings and luck... all these while i thought i was accepted... i was free to be who i m... without seeing the consequence tt it would bring... and with being myself... i failed to see the agorny i bring to others... i caused much pain and anger in the group of pple who regard me worthy and see me as fren... and now after all tt had happened... i see the flaw in the way i do things... u are all right... i am a hypocrite... i am too dramatic... i'm too fake... leave me be... really... it would be better for all of u... never to had known me... so tt the bad luck and things i bring will never bug u... i'm a jinx and a very hypocritical one... In Solitude at 12:13 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||