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all who have read my msn nick would see this... then they all ask me... really over har? and my answer is... yes... all the worrying... the anxiousness... the wondering of the answer and stuff... it is all over... we are back to normal... (back together is wrong... coz we have nt parted before... just a little uncertainty...) i fell ill over this... the day when he told me i started to get sore throat... then after meeting jes and dallas and roy... the fullness of the sickness set in... and now i'm still suffering form the effects of it... haha... down with fever yet tried to numb myself wif work and stuff... but every night when i go home... i worry myself to sleep... tt is if i can fall asleep... my mood for everything is lost and i just rot my day away wif sleeping... coz onli in dreams can i live the life i wan to... with him... but well... everything is fine and going on... stronger and i value him even more... and when i read his msg for the first time after so many days... i was so happy i teared... (tt is after he confirmed tt it is not going to end) i feel so much better... tong en - ben lai In Solitude at 1:49 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||