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As defined by the American Heritage Dictionary 1. The practice of professing beliefs, feelings, or virtues that one does not hold or possess; falseness. 2. An act or instance of such falseness pple's defination is very different from the one i hold, which is similiar to the defination above... if by going with pple's defination... then everybody is hypocritical... nt only me... i've spent a long time thinking and considering abt the things and pple ard me... esp. after the interesting twist of events tt inspired the previous entry... and i guess i'm holding onto my belief... i dun care how pple misunderstand me anymore... coz tt's me... how i feel ultimately... beyond just plain thoughts as assumed by some pple... first... i would like to apologise to Trina... i guess the biggest victim in tis whole saga is you... with the desire to help... we kinda shot u down... but i wanna clarify tt the motive of asking u to sleep is nt coz i m using u or stuff... but it is really late and i m overwhelmed after everything... which is why i asked u to go sleep while i fret over it... i'm sorry if my motive is nt clear and caused tt misunderstanding... i see where u r coming from and i really appreciate your efforts... as for jeslyn.. i guess she is too upset which is why she reacted tt way... i guess u know her better than i do and u will understand her... second... jes... tis post is nt meant for u... and i'm ready to meet and talk to u... i've cleared the thoughts and feelings... i'll arrange a date within tis week... and i hope we will resolve tis properly... i'm sorry for causing so much distraught in you so much so tt it hurt u so much... thirdly... i mean it... no comments from anyone abt tis situation anymore... i dun care... - THE END - had some problem with dar also... and i've spent time considering as well... if u dun wanna tell me ur problems... i wun prode anymore... nt becoz dun i care... but becoz i trust tt u will tell me when u feel like it... u r right... sometimes it is nt really abt talking abt the problem and trying to solve it for u but to be by ur side supporting u... even though i dunno wad is happening... i'm sorry for being insensitive to tis need of urs... i've kan kai already... and i'm sure u seen the diff... i'm contented to be by ur side... i love u... and i'll stive to love u better as i love u more... - THE END - X-men 3 is nice... but i prefer x-men 1 and 2 more... and i'm anticipating for x-men 4 coz i feel there is room for expension although a lot of characters died or became non-mutant due to the drug (although i feel tt it can be reversed) visited dar during his work and dar dropped by my workplace yesterday... haha... it has been a long time since we did tt kinda stuff... suddenly 10th is coming again... so excited abt his surprise... and i dunno wad to surprise him wif~ and his b'day is coming... yeah~ hamasaki ayumi - who... In Solitude at 11:15 pm 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||