| Solitude ~ A Personal World of My Own
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| A world mixed with fact and fiction. Yet, a world where I am who I really am. Things you may not know can be found here. Look around and leave with a better understanding that my world is not as bright and colorful as it always seems. Enjoy the ride.
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
2 Months Later
while others celebrated their attachment... i cried thru mine... he is worrying me... and i can't help but to feel at fault... if i did not msg him tt msg... if i did not plan the steamboat... if if if if if... i never m good in relationships... thinking back... all my past relationships ended up with me hurting them... and i guess wad i always thought of myself is true... i'm a jinx... if he did not know me... things will be better for him...i caused these pains upon him... these fears... thoughts... doubts... i messed up his life... i'm sorry... i really m... i guess u will be better off without me... but still i'll wait for an answer... ur answer... but till then... i guess while u quiet down, i'll retreat to my solitude to avoid hurting pple or being a jinx to them... fate... curse me... not them... i'm the jinx...
good bye all...
In Solitude at 1:27 am
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