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sometimes i evny those who can post thought provoking post... and those who can post comments commanding post... but after a while wad really matters are not thought provoking... but wad's inside my heart... wad is important is not loads of comments from pple i dunno (although it would be nice) but blessings and encouragements from pple i call dear... i've been thinking and at this point of time... at a moment when everything seems so confusing and overwhelming... when everything seem to beat me down... i wanna take tis chance to encourage myself by remember a few special pple in my life: douglas: surprising the first ame tt came into my mind is you... for u had been by my side... encouraging me... helping me see things and pushing me on... i would sometimes think wad would douglas say abt tis when things happen... indeed... u had been a support... ally: well now tt u have ricko and i have thomas and we have lesser time for each other... i know whenever i need u... u would (try to hehe...) be there for me... u r right... who would have thought tuition frenz would develop into something like tt... jes: to be honest... i did not have a good impression of u in the beginning... i guess it is a stage where we get to know each other better and we rubbed shoulders the wrong way... but i m really thankful tt in the end we turn out to be supporters of each other... and u have been a great fren and sister to hang out wif and share problems wif... thanks trina, munz: u two had been good frenz of mind... helping me along the way and silently supporting me... u may not talk much or share much... but ur presence with well-wishes has not gone to waste... tim: i had hurt u before... but u did not really hold it against me yet support and spur me on... thanks... dallas: well it is somethingu said tt made my day... tt made me feel worthy... something abt being ur confident... thanks for trusting me... i may not know how to be one... but i will try... many others: Ashton, Roy, Ronald, Yvonne, Bryan, Jeremy, Ezekiel and many others... thanks for calling me a fren (or once call me a fren) the fact i made it into ur frenz list is comforting enough... tis is not a suicide note... dun worry... just feelin a little emotional... thomas: little did i expect us to head down tis path coz we both have given up on love... but we r... hand in hand we're gonna see each other thru ok... i know u r upset abt the way i decided just now... but i guess everything turned out well... i'm sorry tt i flooded ur sms and made u worried... i'm sorry to cause u and ur mum to argue... i'm sorry... darn... i'm crying again... baby... i love you... i know u r worried for me... and really thank you for supporting me... and to those named and un-named... all you've done for me has kept me going on... ur recognition and affirmation... ur encouragements and blessings... thanks... u all mean so much to me now... and in the midst of confusion, darkness and uncertainty... u r like the stars... guiding me along... giving me strength and faith... thanks... Sun Yan Zi - Yan Lei Cheng Si In Solitude at 1:05 am 2 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||