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today is suppose to be 12 March... day 3... (plan to update before midnight but stupid internet keep dc so by the time i'm done... it is late...) been spending loads of my time with him lately... talk abt me wanting my personal space... haha... but i guess i would force myself to split from him to hang out wif my other frenz... so tt he can hang out wif his frenz as well... how it started: got him to ECP on 10 March abt 12 midnight then spoke to him... make it sound like i wanna end everything... then can see he was kinda disappointed: me:"i guess it is time to end the dating period" him:"ok..." (silence) me:"coz... i wanna propose to you... will u be my stead?" (put ring on his finger) him:"ahhhhhhhhhh" kinda fun... haha... he stayed over at my place coz bro guard duty... after tt he went to sch went to work while i met CJ, Guan, Hanwei for dinner then Ken and Jeslyn to chill a while then Jes to meet him... chilled wif them in his store till abt 1 plus 2 then we go maxwell to meet his fren... saw daniel along the way but did not see him coz my specs were off... haha... went home abt 4 plus gt scolded by grams and had a emotional breakdown day 2: 11 March had my CDAC hosting... reach there at 11am then started to gt myself busy helping them and stuff... got up to host and marvelled myself with the level of chinese... haha... GOH was Minister in the Prime Minister's Office, Deputy Secretary-General NTUC and Chairman of the Board of Directors CDAC, Minister Lim Swee Say... he shake hands with me 4 times... 1. when he was invited on stage 2. when he stepped off stage for reception and press briefing 3. when i was talking to him during the reception 4. when he was taking his leave i got captured on tv... my ass tt is... i was bending down talking to a junior when the cameraman was filming another group of guys talking... i did not know the camera is there and on the news... my ass... darn... met him after the event and went to his house to chill... on our way there... i emotional again... esp. after i saw the way a mother was smiling when she look at her boy sleep... then when he is sliding off the seat... how she immediately picked him up and cradle him... i begin to wonder how my mum will look like when she sees me sleep... i miss her... reached his place... watched the news and the pianist(great show) his godbro came and left after a short while... talked to him and he saw me cry *shy* day 3: 12 March saw him off to work then went home and rest for a short while... got stuck in a freaking jam and was very late... the jam to get into suntec area abt 15 mins... got into suntec then stuck for about 15 mins... never move from the stop... 5 groups of pple alighted from the bus and the once filled bus became empty... ok nt really empty but no one was standing... started work... BL joined the sunday crew... he came look for me for my break and i saw him home... almost could not come home coz i really dun wan to... tmr (which technically is today) we are meeting to go Mount Vernon coz my mum's death anniversary coming soon... then he will chill at my place... probably go east coast to cycle or something... haha... ask him how... so from the next statement onwards... he shall be referred to as 'dar' sorry dar... been exploiting u since day 1... soon... ur turn will come to exploit me... sorry i cannot share ur burden just now... Alex Toh & Shunza - Zhen De Xiang Ni In Solitude at 1:56 am 1 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||