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Being awake now is not a good thing right? thanks to my super slack attitude to life... i just completed my report due tuesday... yes tuesday... 3rd Jan 2006... the day when i pissed almost everybody off? yup... tt day... 3rd and 4th no go sch... so it is left with today tt i m beginning to go to school... so being awake at this time having to kill time before i get ready for school wad do i do? update my blog... and i have thought thru it... here are my new year resolutions: if i wanna eat i dun spend, if i wanna spend i dun eat i guess it explains itself... i can only choose one... i can't have the best of both worlds... which leads me to my next resolution debt free 2007 i will use 2006 to retire from all my debts... and trust me... it is a lot... M1 300, my current bills 300, Ally 300 and many many more... all my 'official' debts must be cleared by August 2006 if not i will get into legal trouble... driving licence or at least work towards it this year... i have been telling myself since 18 tt i wanna get a licence... by this year i must start taking driving lessons... vague yeah... but who cares... continue promotion in education ok... i m trying hard not to get expelled by the polytechnic... which means i must start going for my lessons and study hard... i m trying to work towards it... which explains why i m here and not sleeping and skipping my lessons for the day... lose weight here's another vague one... but tied hand in hand with resolution 1 i think it is gonna work... of coz it includes getting better looking clothes and change my image a bit... to the best of my abilities... if i can't stop myself from looking ugly... i can stop myself from looking uglier... so here u have it... top 5 resolutions now my expectations enjoy myself as much as possible well this is subjective and looking at the rate things are progressing... it is tough... but who cares... and hey this does not include relationships coz i've pretty much given up hope tt it will come... if it comes i m gonna enjoy it... when not... i m still gonna enjoy... or try to... be who others are to me i m expecting to piss those who piss me off and be nice to those who are nice to me while not changing how i interact with pple now... which means i m still me if u dun piss me off and if u wan me to be nicer... be nicer to me... so be nice... *smiles* fulfil my resolutions well it is an expectation i have every year... so let's see if i can meet with this expectation this year 'round well here u have it... something due on 1st Jan... but well... phuck it... who says resolutions must be set on 1st Jan... off to preparation for school... Ann Kok - 忽略 In Solitude at 6:06 am 1 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||