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things are no longer the same... people are changing their views of me... i m force to face their views... i m force to be expose to dangers... i hate being so vulnerable... i m so afraid of growing up... the pangs are too much to bear... i wanna stay young... i'm tired... i m still me... i m still the tim tt u know... why have things taken such a drastic turn? is it my fault? i guess u r better off without me... seeing how u and the pple around u suffered... i guess it is only wise tt u ignore me... hopefully by staying away from me things will be less painful for u... the pple ard u had suffered, esp after knowing me... maybe it is good tt when u cannot think of anyone to call... u did not think of me as well... i onli bring ill fortune... i m sorry for all the unhappiness i brought u... u have better and closer frenz... i m insignificant... i m best to be left alone... i m sorry... tis is not sarcasm... tis is from my heart... i feel like i had let u down... i had disappointed u time and again... i m sorry... i m left alone in this circle with no one by my side... it is my problem... nt urs... if all of u can gt frenz... why can't i? it is abt me... something is wrong wif me... i guess tis is fate... i guess i m stuck... i chose the wrong name... now... there is no turning back... solitude... being alone... all by myself... -retreat- In Solitude at 12:44 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||