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this post is long overdue... coz it is suppose to be one tt concludes my birthday celebration... ok... here is the whole kaboodle (dun ask wad tt is) Sunday: Met with Ally to celebrate Me and Xueling b'day... Ricko and Chong Jie was there too... had fun... Monday: Went to school then went home... no mood for church meeting Tuesday: Stayed at home Wednesday: Eve of my b'day... xue ling baby is born... haha... first msg came in today from Douggy... Thursday: set aside the actual day for my church pple to celebrate for me... end up i sit at coffee shop watch superstar while waiting for them to... pause for dramatic effect... go home... Friday: No mood... stayed at home Saturday: they forgot abt it... last min buy cake and say some affirming stuff then i chao liao... meet munz, jes and douggy for movie then prata douggy go home while we head to ECP for tarot session... most fun is while we slacking at the beach... we did MTV... very very funny... hahaha... then proceed to more tarot then i lost my voice and keep coughing... Sunday: flow over from saturday... after the whole thing wif munz and jes end it is 10... go home change and went out... reach at abt 12noon onli to kow tt all will be late... mel first then yvonne then the rest... thanks mel for the drink and present... go ktv but i CANNOT SING!!! stupid... so tt's the birthday celebration week... not like wad i expected it to be... but sweet enough... thanks a lot to Ally, Ricko, Chong Jie, Xueling, Douggy, Munz, Jes, Yvonne, Didi, Ray, Mel for celebrating it wif me... thanks so much... it may not be tt significant... but it means a lot to me... This whole week no go school... coz term test coming... so mon-wed class is revision... i really wanna go... but this cough... bad... very bad... throat inflamation tt lead to lost of voice... even now also evry 3 word only 2 words will come out... spoil my mood for birthday... cough like siao then cannot sleep... thanks bryan for concern... grams fell from chair and went to hospital... so stayed at home to do chores... sept the floor, mop the floor, washed the toilet and also sleep and use computer... coz i can now onli take naps... lie too long will wanna cough... today met wif yvonne, didi, bryan and ray for dinner after burning some disc... keep coughing dun wanna go in... think didi very angry.. sorry... but still went in... the waiter take wrong order... spent 6 for the noodles when all i wanna spend is 2... proceed to BK for tarot session... coz sunday suppose to give them but i cough like siao and TOTALLY no voice... i vaguely remember the readings... haha... guess will forget soon... all i can say is ray cards very good... there is something in bryan's card tt i did not say out... and yvonne cards worries me... coz after reading for so long... first time got cards give this kind of reading... anything must tell us... if u dun wanna tell me... at least tell ur boy... dun keep it within urself... and anytime u need me... call and i will try to be there... alot of things had happened in this few days between the 2 groups... and from my guess and analysis... the difference maynot be able to reconcile... and might not end up good.. poor yvonne stuck in the centre... plus so many problems she has to face... no wonder she think her life not good... but well i always believe tt wad u go thru has its reasons... everything tt cross ur path... so if u r reading this... jia you yvonne... u r a strong gal... i know things are hard but u r harder... u r stronger... i got faith tt after all these... u will emerge a stronger, better and more attractive yvonne... no matter wad comes... no matter wad others think or say... u must have the courage to be who u wanna be... be certain tt there will always be a group of frenz tt will always worry for u and be there... remember ur 'group1'... dun be afraid... for yourself... this song is dedicated to you... The Rose... Some say love, it is a river That drowns the tender reed Some say love, it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed Some say love, it is a hunger An endless aching need I say love, it is a flower And you its only seed It's the heart afraid of breaking, That never learns to dance It's the dream afraid of waking, That never takes the chance It's the one, who won't be taken Who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying, That never learns to live When the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long When you feel that love is only For the lucky and the strong Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snow Lies the seed that with the sun's love In the spring becomes the rose Bette Midler - The Rose In Solitude at 3:09 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||