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m i not allowed to be in a bad mood? m i not allowed to be pissed off? m i not allowed to feel low and down? m i not allowed to be hard on my words? y must i always be the guy tt comforts? y must i be the guy tt always give in? y must i be the guy tt bears with other pple? y must i be the guy tt cannot have my own emotions? do i always have to put up wif things? do i always have to smile and let u rant? do i alwyas have to swallow my unhappiness? do i always have to listen and have no chance to release wad is inside of me? can't u just stop being the sun and revolve around me for once? can't u just be more sensitive and know me? can't u just be more gentle and be in my shoes for once? can't u just stop being harsh on me and try to be there for me? is it my job to stick by ur side and let u throw ur unhappiness on me? is it my job to entertain u and nvr be entertained no matter how much i desire? is it my job to just be who u wan me to be and ignore my innermost call for reprive? is it my job to cheer u up and forget abt how i really feel inside? i'm pissed... i'm upset... i've failed... i dun deserve it... dreams... the only escape i have... leave me alone... it is ok... i'm not important... i nvr m... -shunza hui jia- In Solitude at 5:16 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||