| Solitude ~ A Personal World of My Own
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| A world mixed with fact and fiction. Yet, a world where I am who I really am. Things you may not know can be found here. Look around and leave with a better understanding that my world is not as bright and colorful as it always seems. Enjoy the ride.
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
detest
i dunno wad's wrong with me... i m pissing pple... i m offending pple... i m walking down the path of destructioni m screwing up my life... i know i should not but i dunno how to stop myself from it...
my life is in a mess... i wan someone to be there to guide me in this world where i m always lost... i guess i need someone to look after me more than someone for me to look after... although ya... it is shared burden and we look after each other... but it is more of me being held... who is there for me? i dun attract... and i guess no one will be interested in wasting time on me... i'm nt sensitive... i m nt attractive... i m a jinx and i dun deserve anyone to be by my side...
i hate myself...
In Solitude at 10:12 pm
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