| Solitude ~ A Personal World of My Own
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| A world mixed with fact and fiction. Yet, a world where I am who I really am. Things you may not know can be found here. Look around and leave with a better understanding that my world is not as bright and colorful as it always seems. Enjoy the ride.
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
countdown
as the day draws near, the feeling just become more and more intense... so much so tt i just lost all mood to even talk... and i wonder why i still go ahead planning my birthday celebration... i guess i just wanna hide tt miserable front... maybe i should just cancel everything and disappear on my birthday itself...
there is nothing to look forward to... i gt pple i like but i guess i have nth to attract them... i mean... nt tt i have low esteem... tt's beside the pt... i really dunno how they feel towards me and i dun wanna push things too far or fast least they run away from me... already my circle of frenz in this circle is small... i dunw wanna worsen anything...
i miss the feeling of being hugged... i miss loving... i miss being loved... have i been abandoned by cupid? has he forgotten abt me?
Landy Wen Lan - Zhu Wo Shen Ri Kuai Le
In Solitude at 1:51 am
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