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my birthday celebration has begun... yesterday was day one... my jie ally and chong jie and ricko came together for a simple celebration for me and suat ling... haha... very fun... met ally and suat and ricko first for ktv... sore thaort still keep singing... haha... then after tt went to meet chong jie for steamboat... crap alot on the way there... coz suat anytime giving birth mah... felt the baby kick... first time leh... haha... quite a nice feeling... the idea of somehting inside tt is growing with u...  after that went to marina the beachy area and celebrate the birthday... nice cake rite? tiramisu being with her makes me feel tt i belong to the older generation... it is time i behave more maturely... i had been too childish and too demanding... too insensitive and too much like a child... i m 20 now... counting down 3 days time and my 19 years ends... been doing tarot for some time already... many pple tell me it is quite qccurate... but after surfing some blogs... i m beginning to wonder... who is tellin me the truth... is it really accurate? if it is not... but they keep tellin me... i might have the wrong impression... then complacency can cause me to deprove... hmmmm... i dunno... if it is not accurate... PLEASE tell me hor... who wanna try? the day draws near... i m fearing... i m lonely... i m tired... i m sick... bleah... wad kinda birthday is it? 18 was a big thing... coz it is the golden age... u pass it u gt freedom to some extend... 19 is ur last yr as a teen... now as 20 u step r no where... not a teen... not an adult... waiting for 21... where u r responsible for everything already... sigh... tis is gonna be a boring year... Celebration starts... but something is missing... something within is not right... Bette Midler - The Rose In Solitude at 10:24 pm 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||