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i m in the business of making pple not wanna come near to me... i dunno why... i always end up making pple stay away from me... i m tired... i had been giving hope, disappointed, given hope disappointed and really... i m on the verge of total surrender and giving up hope... the misery within me... the mixed feelings within me... who is there to listen and reach in... why is it tt i cannot find anyone for me? why is it tt i always end up spoiling and ruining the potential in pple? why is it tt i just m not able to keep pple by my side? wad is wrong wif me? these nice pple and i always find ways to make them not wanna draw closer... how i wish tt tmr nvr comes... how i wish tt i can just sleep and stay tt way... dreams are the only escape i have rite now... this world is too much to bear... so many things within but words cannot fully release it... the feelings overwhelms... the agony and saddness... who is there to understand... i m tired of hoping... my heart wans to die... but dunno how? who dares venture into my world? i dun deserve them anyway... i guess i will be able to get use to being alone... jukebox[lin fan - yi ge ren shen huo] In Solitude at 11:13 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||