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well met a very nice guy online the other day and talked to him on the phone and stuff... exchanged a few msgs ove sms... and gt a pretty nice impression of him... and over the course of the next few days we exchanged more msg and calls (a couple only actually) and i m beginning to take a liking of him... but now... i m not hearing anything from him... kinda worried... coz he gets tired easily after workin too hard and today he gt function... so i msg him but he no reply... and i m wondering if he is ok... but also... i can't help but to think... i m going too fast?pushing him too hard? i dunno... well... he came when i m giving up on really finding someone... and i dunno... maybe i m expecting too much... when he offered for me to go over for a stayover... i was very excited... when i woke up the next morning (sat) and read tt he can't see me at tonight... i was really disappointed... i was lookin forward to see him... maybe... maybe i m pushing him too hard... 元卫觉醒 - 过期 想要保持沉默却有太多的话想说 你拥有了自由而我只剩难过 试探你的心中是否还有我的影踪 昨日留下的梦化作美丽的星空 笑着说不难过但是眼泪骗不了我 是坚强还是懦弱早已模糊了我 我开始懂得试着让自己慢慢忘记你 看着我们的爱随着时间过期 我开始了解感情的世界没有输和赢 曾经深爱着你在有效期限里过期 hopefully it wun go to tt path but something positive.. i.e. to develop things further... bad day... shaving and cut my lips... he cancelling on me... grams screwed me for more than 30 mins... made Kal angry and left for home... not feeling well... tis suck... big time... jukebox[元卫觉醒 - 过期] In Solitude at 2:09 am 0 shared in solitude |
never thought my 101 post will be like this...