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never thought my 101 post will be like this... well met a very nice guy online the other day and talked to him on the phone and stuff... exchanged a few msgs ove sms... and gt a pretty nice impression of him... and over the course of the next few days we exchanged more msg and calls (a couple only actually) and i m beginning to take a liking of him... but now... i m not hearing anything from him... kinda worried... coz he gets tired easily after workin too hard and today he gt function... so i msg him but he no reply... and i m wondering if he is ok... but also... i can't help but to think... i m going too fast?pushing him too hard? i dunno... well... he came when i m giving up on really finding someone... and i dunno... maybe i m expecting too much... when he offered for me to go over for a stayover... i was very excited... when i woke up the next morning (sat) and read tt he can't see me at tonight... i was really disappointed... i was lookin forward to see him... maybe... maybe i m pushing him too hard... 元卫觉醒 - 过期 想要保持沉默却有太多的话想说 你拥有了自由而我只剩难过 试探你的心中是否还有我的影踪 昨日留下的梦化作美丽的星空 笑着说不难过但是眼泪骗不了我 是坚强还是懦弱早已模糊了我 我开始懂得试着让自己慢慢忘记你 看着我们的爱随着时间过期 我开始了解感情的世界没有输和赢 曾经深爱着你在有效期限里过期 hopefully it wun go to tt path but something positive.. i.e. to develop things further... bad day... shaving and cut my lips... he cancelling on me... grams screwed me for more than 30 mins... made Kal angry and left for home... not feeling well... tis suck... big time... jukebox[元卫觉醒 - 过期] In Solitude at 2:09 am 0 shared in solitude welcome to the 100th post of my blog and also it's birthday... haha... wow... well... these few days had been kinda fun... gt my sucky time table... 9/5, 9/5, 8/10, 8/4, 8/1 tt is my sch timing... it is ok... it just suck a little... well... nth much actually... ummm... just a little tired... and the stupid rashes is back aagin... something is wrong... went to SP yesterday and hang out wif my frenz while discussin my project work wif my lecturer... took too long and piss munz off... jeslyn also... dunno why suddenly cannot go... sigH~ wasted... today rashes... cannot ktv also... stupid... looking thru all 99 post of my blog i seen how things had changed thru the year... how my thoughts and feelings flatuate and how i got depress easily... but i also seen frenz who had never left my side... Ally, Ash, Doug, Munz, Ronald, Tim and many many more... i seen how pple stood up by my side despite anything... i seen pple come and go... i seen pple attacking me... i seen so many things... and i really am appreciative of the frenz tt had stood by me faithfully... thanks for being there and making a diff... u no need names to be mentioned... i know u know who u are and feel my heartbeat... thanks for being a fren... for being who u r... thanks for eveything... look forward to may many years ahead with u as my frenz... jukebox[Sun Yan Zi - Yu Jian] In Solitude at 5:49 pm 0 shared in solitude this is my last post till 25th may... i wan my 100th post to be on the 1st birthday of the blog... haha... someone i'm really unhappy about... he is getting overbearing and arrogant and has no one in his sight... "oh it is ok... i got many other bigger projects so it is ok you dun involve me in this one" i mean wtf... ur project big mine small lah... then why volunteer in the first place... and not tt i dun wanan involve u... the leaders say no need... and u still say stuff like tt after i apologise and explain... please lor... tone down will u... if it was in the past... i will definately hurl insults at you... and tt is nt all... say already more and more angry... nvm... dun say liao... i rip this off somewhere... If a dog was the teacher you would learn stuff like: When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. When it's in your best interest, practice obedience Let others know when they've invaded your territory. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. No matter how often you're scolded, don't buy into the guilt thing and pout...run right back and make friends. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough. Be Loyal. If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it. When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by and nuzzle them gently. enjoy... and apply... haha... In Solitude at 3:26 am 0 shared in solitude on 25th May... my blog will turn 1 year old... yeah~ a few MEGA events... 1) I found a job... muahahaha... a great job tt can ogle at guys... dun ask... i like it... no more vacancy... bleah~ 2) I went for the HIV test at the clinic at kelantan lane (dunno wad name)... and the result is... i... m... HIV... positive... NOT... haha... i m negetive... negetive nvr sound so good b4... muhahahahahahahahahahahaha... yeah~ well nth much has been happening... just this: A, C+, D, D+, F, F, F... nice rite? my results... In Solitude at 2:50 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||