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got debarred from BSI and did not go for ECT... confirm pass my IT and taking my Law on Thurs then Material on 6 april... well dun think i can pass the latter but the former should be no prob... gave up on my retest paper so i wun get an A for law... sigh~ DA is taking a toil on me emotionally... they dun trust me and dun respect me... surpressing myself to get the job going... really gonna snap but kept tellin myself no no no no no... then i bear it... swallow everything... this is the last one... after this... i wun do the showcase... gonna throw it at hidaya and alicia... i give up... tired.. gonna rest already... going home now... In Solitude at 8:18 pm 0 shared in solitude it has been 10 days since i last updated... a few major updates... i had been trying to let go the bond wif Leong... it is impossible to have anything more than frenship wif him... and i decided to let it stay tt way... nothing more than frenship... so i must distance myself from him as well (apart from the fact that he isalso keeping his distance from me for no apparant reason. Which made me decide to do this) been missing a lot of lessons but still no warning letter... hopefully i can take my exams at the end my drama project is getting on my nerves... gonna do it my own way... the script is out and stuff met a new guy online named Ryan but well he is a nice fren... tt's all pissed off my leaders from church tt's abt it... gonna update more later... T1441 computer closing downin 1 min time... i have to log off... jukebox[yuan wei jue xing dou yu] In Solitude at 8:54 pm 0 shared in solitude Pause for 7 mintues and listen to the song... a new song... i wonder how many pple really listens to the songs i post up here... did i post this song b4? The Observatory - This Sad Song This sad song will write itself When you're gone and When there's no one else Empty the streets of people And you'll find yourself The saddest song Unfolding unto itself This sad life lives by itself When it's gone No one wonders what's going on Empty the rooms of Lonely people by themselves The saddest lives unfolding searching for a meaning to carry on All good people who can never find love True love for people All their lives spent looking For the hearts of people Who can never find love Feed the hungriest hearts with love This sad world all by itself When it's gone So will everybody else Empty the hearts of people Who've never given love To a stranger Filled with hunger in the heart Hungry the hearts of people Who can never find love Hungry the hearts of people All their lives spent looking For the hearts of people Who can never find love Feed the hungriest hearts Feed the hungriest hearts Feed the hungriest hearts With love In Solitude at 4:10 am 0 shared in solitude |
i finally know wad the \\// on top of every post is for... it is for my subject!!! gee... sure took me a long time to figure it out... haha... now in school lab typing coz my bro is using the comp like no tmr... gotta rather cute one sitting beside me now... have to type rather subtlely while ogling subtlely... haha... just finished my stuff printing and got onto the blog to clean up some webs and to update this a little...