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it has been a long time since i last posted...
have been screwing up myself... not really been in school... coz i am sick.... if u all seen my msn nick... u know how bad things are... alot of sad things lately... my fren just broke up and now she is sucidial... i feel down coz i spent new year's day alone... and many many stuff... but i m getting better... cheer up a lot already... thanks alif, ally and my didi for all the love they have been showering on me... went to sch yesterday and my class was... wow... u r finally here... long time no see... and i a=was like... ya... but i m here now... after tt i went to st pat's to visit teachers and fish out the identity of a few patricians... haha... went there and first guy i saw was Damien Chew... did not tok much and hen saw brandon lee... haha... fun tokin and catching up... after which... met brother nick, mr gill, mr yong, mr tan, ms collars and ms siva... then decided to stay for the camp... heard from the students (alexstine and terrence actually) abt the sighting... i knew it... thursday camp in st pat's sure will get such stuff... and somemore on the site where it is most unclean... but well... had fun there seeing the students in orientation... and seeing the students which i saw coming in as a sec 4 peer leader become seniors who are helping out... i feel so old... to think of it... it was 8 years ago tt i step into st pat's... then ever since 2000 i have been involve in orientation... all except this year... just visited and did nothing... and just recollect... a lot of fond memories.... i miss my days... and suddenly this thought came into my mind... i wan someone from st pat's... haha... i mean getting attached to someone from my own sch... which i think is impossible... coz well... i dun really attract pple... bleah... still wondering who the other 3 person in the forum is... whoever they are... hope they had fun in st pat's too... just like i did... potest qui vult... will always remember tt... i should not be back for anymore oreintation... ms siva is no longer around.... she is the reason why i m going back each year to help out... just watch formula 17... a really nice show... just some patr in canto... who wanna watch wif me again??? wonder when will i find a someone myself... i have offically set aside this month as remembering the good old days month... hahaha... more post on the good old past of mine... maybe also sad post.. and diary excerpts... till then... heehee... jukebox[speed be my love] In Solitude at 6:50 pm 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||