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well... here i m back in school... having a lesson... kinda fun... but also a little boring... school has been ok... things are fine... met Issac in sch just now... applied for a job at tc and hopefully i can get into it...
Christmas is coming... Melvin is going into the army... i feel so lonely... all i wan is someone to keep me company... all my frenz ard getting attached... but me is not... sigh... but i guess i dun really deserve such stuff... i will be better alone i guess... and better for many others... my class is tokin abt frenster etc etc... but they are kinda avoidant towards me... nobody talks to me anymore... it is ok... i m a loner and eccentric anyway real glad for someone whom managed to find connection with the community.. i dunno... i somehow feel tt i dun really click wif much pple... i m too... eccentric and not a good person... i kinda hate my life... kept tellin myself i dun wanna do something or say something but i always will... i will always end up pissing all my frenz off... sigh... i deserve it anyway... i feel so tired... i wanna retreat... i dun wanna carry on fighting... jukebox[lecturer's voice] In Solitude at 1:21 pm 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||