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A cute guy sitting behind me... hahaha... a year 2 student... MAtthew... heehee...
the year is coming to an end... and i m screwing up my last few moments... have not been in school... more absent then present... and pissing teachers off wif my absence... wadvea... gonna do well in the new year to come... CUTE~... sorry... so... hopefully i wun screw up anything anymore... As much as i miss you and stuff... we cannot be together... Melvin... please dun try to make these attempts anymore... u onli make me more 'luan4' i m sorry i hurt u... and i hope u will try to recover form the pain like i m trying now... i m confused... and tired... just cannot sleep at night lately... find it very hard to sleep... i can lie on my bed and just stone for a few hours before i can fall asleep... sigh... i feel so... sigh~ In Solitude at 4:24 pm 0 shared in solitude http://www03.quizyourfriends.com/takequiz.php?quizname=040624110727-ME~p7E&c=0&a=08 try it if u have not... it is a quiz abt how well u know me In Solitude at 2:37 am 0 shared in solitude well... here i m back in school... having a lesson... kinda fun... but also a little boring... school has been ok... things are fine... met Issac in sch just now... applied for a job at tc and hopefully i can get into it... Christmas is coming... Melvin is going into the army... i feel so lonely... all i wan is someone to keep me company... all my frenz ard getting attached... but me is not... sigh... but i guess i dun really deserve such stuff... i will be better alone i guess... and better for many others... my class is tokin abt frenster etc etc... but they are kinda avoidant towards me... nobody talks to me anymore... it is ok... i m a loner and eccentric anyway real glad for someone whom managed to find connection with the community.. i dunno... i somehow feel tt i dun really click wif much pple... i m too... eccentric and not a good person... i kinda hate my life... kept tellin myself i dun wanna do something or say something but i always will... i will always end up pissing all my frenz off... sigh... i deserve it anyway... i feel so tired... i wanna retreat... i dun wanna carry on fighting... jukebox[lecturer's voice] In Solitude at 1:21 pm 0 shared in solitude Birth Test Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your Birth Number, forward this e- mail to the rest of your friends, including the one who sent this to you. Put your "number" in the "Subject" and Pass it on! Have fun! Your birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example March 20, 1950 3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973 1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20 2 + 0 = 2 2 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example. #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATIVE #5 THE NONCONFORMIST #6 THE ROMANTIC #7 THE INTELLECTUAL #8 THE BIG SHOT #9 THE PERFORMER ================================================= ========== # 1 - THE ORIGINATOR 1 's are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them as being stubborn and arrogant. 1's are extremely honest and do well to learn some diplomacy skills.They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses, as they like to be the best. Being self-employed is definitely helpful for them.Lesson to learn Others' ideas might be just as good or better and to stay open minded. Famous 1's Tom Hanks, Robert Redford, Hulk Hogan, Carol Burnett,Wynona Judd, Nancy Reagan, Raquel Welch. #2 - THE PEACEMAKER 2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others' needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand they'd rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off. Famous 2's President Bill Clinton, Madonna, Whoopee Goldberg, Thomas Edison, Wolfgang Amadeus, Mozart. # 3 - THE LIFE OF THE PARTY 3's are idealists. They are very creative, social, charming, romantic,and easygoing. They start many things, but don't always see them through. They like others to be happy and go to great lengths to achieve it.They are very popular and idealistic. They should learn to see the world from a more realistic point of view. Famous 3's Alan Alda, Ann Landers, Bill Cosby, Melanie Griffith,Salvador Dali, Jodi Foster # 4 - THE CONSERVATIVE 4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves. Famous 4's Neil Diamond, Margaret Thatcher, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Tina Turner, Paul Hogan, Oprah Winfrey # 5 - THE NONCONFORMIST 5's are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risk taking, and enthusiasm often land them in hot water. They need diversity, and don't like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation. The questions never stop.They are well advised to look before they take action and make sure they have all the facts before jumping to conclusions. Famous 5's Abraham Lincoln, Charlotte Bronte, Jessica Walter,Vincent VanGogh, Bette Midler, Helen Keller and Mark Hamil. # 6 - THE ROMANTIC 6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence their decisions.They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot. Famous 6's Albert Einstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Meryl Streep, Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn #7 - THE INTELLECTUAL 7's are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don't sway their decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don't like to be questioned themselves. They're never off to a fast start, and their motto is slow and steady wins the race. They come across as philosophers and being very knowledgeable, and sometimes as loners. They are technically inclined and make great researchers uncovering information. They like secrets. They live in their own world and should learn what is acceptable and what not! in the world at large. Famous 7's William Shakespeare, Lucille Ball, Michael Jackson, Joan Baez,Princess Diana # 8 - THE BIG SHOT 8's are the problem solvers. They are professional, blunt and to the point, have good judgment and are decisive. They have grand plans and like to live the good life. They take charge of people. They view people objectively. They let you know in no uncertain terms that they are the boss. They should learn to exude their decisions on their own needs rather than on what others want. Famous 8's Edgar Cayce, Barbra Streisand, George Harrison, Jane Fonda, Pablo Picasso, Aretha Franklin, Nostrodamus #9 - THE PERFORMER 9's are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm, they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful, they need to build a loving foundation. Famous 9's Albert Schweitzer, Shirley MacLaine, Harrison Ford, Jimmy Carter, Elvis Presley In Solitude at 4:04 pm 0 shared in solitude been feeling depressed and stretched lately... very tired... Melvin is going to the army... as much as things are over between the both of us.... i still kinda miss him... it will hurt to see him go... Aaron is different... he dun involve me as much as he use to... i know he has his difficulties... but i m thinking too much and feeling sad... how i wish things would go back to wad it use to be... Been pondering... my fren list is kinda short... i dun have much aj frenz, my sec sch frenz left 2 and 1 faithful gal fren who has been wif me since 2000... the only comfort i have is knowing a new fren... just hope tt i wun do wad i do best... screw things up... i wan things to work out well... Church has been taking a toil on me... wanna focus on stage managing but suddenly thrown into acting a role... not tt i dun wanna act... i like acting... but stage managing and acting... stretched man... but gonna carry on... i trust God... jukebox[penh jia hui jiu meng] In Solitude at 1:39 am 0 shared in solitude 7 days have pass since the end of nov... and how has time files… passed my sem 1 modules and now going to sem 2... sch is starting in another week’s time... Christmas is coming and so many things had happened... I cried again... I miss him a lot... but I dun regret the decision... it is for our good... Nothing much had been happening... just falling sick again... and having to stage manage and act for my church... and lead the carols... been feeling tired... but will get use to it... Have been toking online wif someone I met thru sg... a nice and frenly guy... enjoy myself tokin to him... also been spending time toking to frenz whom I have not really tok to for a long time... miss the old frenz... catch up again ya? Jukebox[speed walking in the rain] In Solitude at 11:53 pm 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||