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well... nov is coming to an end... will be real busy wif church soon... sch starting on 13 dec and well... kinda look forward to it... have not been updating much in this period coz well... just no mood to...
was reading someone's blog just now... wanna tell him this: cheer up... you know... sometimes it hurts to have expectations becoz we wanna prove to others tt hey... we can do it... when we do... we push ourselves harder...when we dun... we blame and condemn ourselves, forgetting tt we once done it... i use to go thru all tt... till i came to know tt it does not really matter how others view me... i wanna live my own life... it is though... coz i still am trying hard to live to the expectations of the pple ard me... but as i progress... i learn to love myself more... coz if we dun love ourselves... who would (except God lah)? it hurts sometimes to sit down there alone... sometimes i just sat downa nd cry... coz i can't take it anymore... all the sorrows and stress... i have a small book underneath my bed... when i need to write something... i will take it out and write in it... then cry it out... all these will help... wadeva it is... ur group of frenz will always be here for u... i know i will... coz i really wanna care... feeling low lately... apart from the breakup, been feelin stressed by my household... my dad's deliberate delay of bills so tt we will clear it for him and my grams non stop nagging and my elder bro's immature mindset... i do wonder sometimes why mum has to go so early... if she is still ard... maybe life would be easier... maybe i got to enjoy my childhood more... i never really did enjoy it... having to make sure my bro and sis dun get into trouble ever since the day mum left... i was forced to mature... and now... i feel so tired... so weary... but i guess if all these dun happen, i wun be the tim i am now... i will carry on... jukebox[faye wong tian kong] In Solitude at 3:58 pm 0 shared in solitude
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jukebox[celine dion all by myself] In Solitude at 2:44 am 0 shared in solitude it has indeed beena long time since my last update... i hear ur cries...and here i m... bright side... at least my previous update was in november... a few major updating: i pass all my papers... 1AD 1B+ 1B 1D+ 1D... passoverall... kinda pleased... given my bad records in TP... i broke up wif HIM... it is over... after 2 months and 4 days together... i still ove him... but i guess we enter into it too quickly to understand wad we need... i still thnk of him, worry abt him and really wanna hold him... but i think we are just not meant to be... if you are reading this: u will still have a special place in my heart... it is not ur fault... it was mine... i asked for it too quickly... but i guess love is not enough... well... at least we will have each other... i read from somewhere... to love is to have each other... but it is only in friendship when u wun lose each other... cheer up... i m sure u will find someone who is more deserving than me... really... all the best... still frenz? been working out and so far i have successfully lost 0.5 kg... hahahahahahahaha... well although did not even get near my goal... i did lose some weight... heehee... been feelin low... no mood to carry on posting... but i guess i will get by it... i will be updating soon i guess... nothing to do liao mah... jukeboz[bette midler the rose] In Solitude at 2:28 am 0 shared in solitude  You came from the flowers. Innocent, cute, you see the world in a rainbow colored perpective. Happy, but sometimes a bit foolish. Where did you come from? brought to you by Quizilla i came from flowers...so sweet... heehee... nice pic too will update tmr...when i m in sch and have more time... jukebox[peng jia hui jiu meng] In Solitude at 4:39 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||||||
