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went to jb yesterday... kinda had fun coz i met my 2nd uncle for the very first time and indeed... he is a nice guy... but a few unhappy episodes
my brother was trying to test my patience and really tried his best to irritate me... he lives for the sole purpose of irritating pple... espcially me... my grandfather is picking on me... no matter wad, he blames it on me... may it be my sister trying to get her purse and delay dinner or my cousin who feels hungry after dinner and wants after dinner snack... it is all my fault (somehow, he managed to link them to me... the wonders of grandparents...) and i kinda gt pissed off and snapped at him... well... i still think he deserves it... geez... but i it wasn't all bad... i got to spend time wif my cousin and chatted wif him... gt ti know him wif a diff light... and... i got myself a new t-shirt and 3-quads...all form body gloves... all Isaac's fault... he got me into linkin the brand... sigh... i miss him... got back from jb and spent an hour chattin wif grams abt everything tt happened in jb and stuff... she told me a story between she and her brother: they were out pickin some branches for fire when it suddenly rained... my grams being born wif some prob wif her leg could nt run... she asked her brother to run home first... but he refused to leave grams behind... so he stuff all the branches in one basket and ask my grams to climb into the other... then he carried her back wif the two basket balancing on one pole (u know the olden days construction... like tt lah... think!!!) she was 9, he was 7... and i kinda cried on my bed thinking of the story... the closeness she share wif her siblings... i also want tt... sigh... been feelin kinda low lately... i kinda had recovered from this round of illness although i m still getting ocassional dizzy spells... but now it is my mood tt is not feelin well... sigh... i feel so lonely... so alone... i wan someone to be by my side... but it seems like i was never successful wif relationship... Piper of Charmed said this: "Everyone will get their soulmate at least once in a lifetime"... will i gt mine? or had mine passed me by wifout me knowing... brought my discman to school.... listening to music now... haha... suppose to be able to go home but the stupid Kujala decided to have her make up today... so here i m stuck in school... 1B23 celebrating birthday... well my class not as on as them... i wun gt to enjoy such stuff... very very sian... sigh... jukebox[s.h.e ji de yao wang ji (remember to forget)] In Solitude at 11:54 am 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||