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Cool... blogging in the middle of the day... always thought i would do it onli in the nite... been feeling rather tired lately... tired but not sleepy... just cannot sleep... been taking sleeping pills and honestly... i am thinking of overdose... sounds like a cool idea... well... juz thinkin...
today had been rather interesting... i met 2 frenz in SP... 2 tt i had not seen for some time and glad to see them ok... after my law i went to settle some paperwork and here i m... will be having drama workshop later... talking abt this... yesterday's guitar audition i crew it up... they ask me abt my last CCA and i told them i was a student leader...then they ask me why i dun wanna join SPSU and wad if i quit halfway to join SPSU... i really dun know how to answer them... and honestly... i wanna join SPSU... but maybe next year or something... so i guess i wun be getting into SP Guitar... they have 200 competing for an intake of 60 (or so i was told)... nvm... i still got drama and if i dun get into it...then forget it... even if i bore myself to death in poly i dun think i would be attempting any CCA anymore... maybe i would...but not for now... sigh... still got 45 mins to the workshop... feel so sian... reading some pple's blog now... feel a little uoset coz the pple who means a lot to me are all feeling rather down and apart from typing a few words of encouragement... there is nothing i can do for them...am i really a good fren? am i really there for them when they need me? i dunno... i have no answer to tt myself...of coz iwould try to be there... at this pt i would say i will... but i dunno if i really would... i dunno... i m confused... Fuzionz, Kaworu, offline kor, orton didi: sorry i cannot be there for u... i will try to... all i need is u to call... call me when u need someone to talk to or a shoulder to lean on... i will try my best to assist u... coz i dun wanna see my frenz so down... jukebox[keyboard...mouse clicking... pple talking...] In Solitude at 4:29 pm 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||