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sorry...afte sooooo long... do you miss me??? have been very tired and honestly... lazy to update...but since my teacher is off for course and leave us to do our own things in this freezing comp lab... might as well rite? since i promised... i must show tt i keep my promises... haha
School had started for abt a month now... and it is beginning to take a toil on me physically and emotionally... Little update since my disappearence on 13th July with a sneak appearence on 23rd July... 16th July: gave a 2 min speech but ended up being a critic for the day for the oral com class... 20th July: first Drama class wif TC... a few cute ones... ahaha 27th July: second Drama class kinda fun... but well been said tt i did not do well.. oh ya... i overslept so did not go to sch 28th July: minor food poisoning again (the first being 15th July) due to Tom Yam i took the night before... got an MC... haha... missed sch again... The class is having fun wif friendster...which i had not log on for... i dunno how long... been very tired... need to sleep more... i almost could not wake up on time to come for lessons today... and today's lessons start at 10am onli... Today's stuff is done... and i m slacking while waiting for the lecturer to come back... i shall wait in expectancy while u too for the next update... hopefully tonight... i will TRY my best to update often... promise... jukebox[friends chattin while keyboards and mouse clicking] In Solitude at 11:46 am 0 shared in solitude i m dying... the MicroStation is killing... braindead... i dunno wad i m doing... n i dunno why i m doing it... sigh... n it seems like i m the onli one who dunno wad is happening... everyone is clickin away... n i had given up hope... wadeva... gettin back to my work... before the teacher catch me typin this... update soon... patience my friends... patience... *sinister laughter* In Solitude at 4:06 pm 0 shared in solitude Cool... blogging in the middle of the day... always thought i would do it onli in the nite... been feeling rather tired lately... tired but not sleepy... just cannot sleep... been taking sleeping pills and honestly... i am thinking of overdose... sounds like a cool idea... well... juz thinkin... today had been rather interesting... i met 2 frenz in SP... 2 tt i had not seen for some time and glad to see them ok... after my law i went to settle some paperwork and here i m... will be having drama workshop later... talking abt this... yesterday's guitar audition i crew it up... they ask me abt my last CCA and i told them i was a student leader...then they ask me why i dun wanna join SPSU and wad if i quit halfway to join SPSU... i really dun know how to answer them... and honestly... i wanna join SPSU... but maybe next year or something... so i guess i wun be getting into SP Guitar... they have 200 competing for an intake of 60 (or so i was told)... nvm... i still got drama and if i dun get into it...then forget it... even if i bore myself to death in poly i dun think i would be attempting any CCA anymore... maybe i would...but not for now... sigh... still got 45 mins to the workshop... feel so sian... reading some pple's blog now... feel a little uoset coz the pple who means a lot to me are all feeling rather down and apart from typing a few words of encouragement... there is nothing i can do for them...am i really a good fren? am i really there for them when they need me? i dunno... i have no answer to tt myself...of coz iwould try to be there... at this pt i would say i will... but i dunno if i really would... i dunno... i m confused... Fuzionz, Kaworu, offline kor, orton didi: sorry i cannot be there for u... i will try to... all i need is u to call... call me when u need someone to talk to or a shoulder to lean on... i will try my best to assist u... coz i dun wanna see my frenz so down... jukebox[keyboard...mouse clicking... pple talking...] In Solitude at 4:29 pm 0 shared in solitude suppose to be doing project now... but i finish the discussion early and now i got 40 mins left in the library discussion room... kinda sian... haha... well... today lessons ended at 11... after lunch met astroz from the forums... he looks kinda cute... haha... then now slacking... meeting someone for guitar audition later... zzzzzz... now gonna buy some stuff... ciao... update soon... jukebox[selena dreaming of you] In Solitude at 2:15 pm 0 shared in solitude the first week of school has ended... a quick look at the week tt has past... mon: miscalculated time and reached sch at 8.15... lecture started at 9 and the lecturer gave a 'talk' on life wif balloons and sticks...then she gave out tibits and started her lecture... halfway she gave a 20 min break and then ended her lecture 1 hr b4 time... which is 11.00am... so cool... the day ended...hahaha tue: had fun in the law lecture... very funny lecturer and had alot of laughter... met MUN HONG and ally after sch for dinner and went home... wed: cannot stop coughing... did not go to school and got MC... thu: the lectures of the day had a gift of putting pple to sleep... and the IDEA mudoule is BORING!!!! fri: could not sleep the day b4 and thus took sleepin pills... forgot to set alarm and overslept...woke up at abt 2... decided not to go to school since after 15 min it is considered absent... juz hope tt missing today's lessons wun cause me to be bar from lessons... 75% attendance u know... genrally had fun in this week and made a small grp of fren whom i hang out mostly this week... but i got some many other frenz in SP and i wanna meet up wif all of u during lunch... so Koon, Linus, Sam, Issac etc... i wanna meet u all for lunch and will be finding ways to get ya number... get ready to hear from me soon for lunch date ok? decided to work real hard this 3 yrs coz i wanna get the LKY award... hahahahaha... been feelin depress this whole week since tue... been feeling tt somehow i m not worthy of the things ard me... somehow i m a mistake... somehow it is an accident... juz feel useless and burdensome... sigh... but nvrtheless i wanna make a diff in the life of the pple ard me... i wanna make their days better in any way i know how... coz my fren are emotional supports... and they mean a lot to me... i need them...
always thought my card is the hermit... many many other sources quote virgo to be under the cards hermit and knights of pentacles... I am a Virgo. (Also known as "Virgin") My Horroscope starts like this: " Virgos posess all the charm of an rhinoceros and the brains of a rabbit. They are petty and greedy, annoying and argumentative. Virgos' lack of knowledge and imagination makes them unberable for colleagues and difficult for family. " (Read more | Find yours) jukebox[the brilliant green so no speed des] In Solitude at 11:24 pm 0 shared in solitude Guess wad... i m now in school... hahaha... doing some typing here wif all my frenz staring into my screen... tis is fun... In Solitude at 12:05 pm 0 shared in solitude Alas~... my freedom is coming to an end... this is the last friday without school... and..well... excited as i am abt the new sch term... i am also kinda reluctant to go back to sch... i mean... after SOOOOOOO long of no sch... m i ready to cope wif it? yesterday was flag day... first time ever i collected less than 50SGD... never did i hit so low beofre... my highest was over 100... this time round... i got... 49.95!!! so close... sigh... never mind... orientation was ok... coz i onli went for monday's orientaion... tuesday i reported sick... and i have to submit an MC... so stupid... went to sch on Wed to collect the stupid tin and yesterday flag day... today? nothing to do... juz lsackin at hm... gonna go for dental appointment... this is how i m spending my last week of holidays... i mean i m suppose to have fun rite? Eric: Happy Birthday!!! May the year tt had past be filled wif sweet memories and wonderful recollection to lend u strength in times of need... may ur new year be filled wif joy and laughter, fun and smiles, love and happiness and many pple u call dear to share in those wonderful times... may u never be alone but filled wif the company of pple whom u hold close to ur heart... may love come knockin in this year and may ur love locate u in this wonderful year... enjoy urself today... you deserve it... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! jukebox[lin fan yi ge ren sheng huo] In Solitude at 1:39 pm 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||||
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