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i slept real late last nite...at abt 5.30am...
my internet refuse to connect last nite... and thus causing me to post onli now... i wanna get a new comp... sigh... yesterday was a interesting day coz i missed 2 teachings and 1 meeting due to sleeping... woke up in time for service... then went to meet ally jie and some other frenz... caught the last train to amk wif her to meet her stead and then he drove me home... then she called me... my i/c is wif her!!! must get it back tmr... then i sat down wif dad... after a 2hr plus talk with my dad... i actually feel comforted... it has been a long time since i talked to my dad, sharing my thoughts and feelings... he also bare his heart and in some moments, his eyes actually turned red... my dad is a nice guy... juz tt he doesn't really show it most of the time... in times of intimate contact can i see his concern for my brother and sister... i juz hope tt my brother will reconcile wif my dad... he told me of the vows he made to my late mother and how he worried abt the family (esp. my sis and grams)... wad touched me the most is when he shared abt his regrets and foolishness... i enjoyed talking to him... of coz... we do wad i do best...side track...which included my course of study... how the government is run... of how our cost of living is so high tt our standards of living is compromise and blah... while he makes his decision (which is the main reason why he spoke to me at first) i hope and pray tt it will be the best for both families... suddenly... i miss my mum... i really do... woke up real late today... at abt 4... then went for a little blog surfing... and sigh... i actually missed out so much in my fren'z lifes... and also the movie wif ark and crowd... i wanna ctach it again coz i find the show kinda nice... but wadeva... i mean i catch it already... i can't expect them to wait for me to watch it again wif them... so i decided... douggy... u r in tt list... gonna rush off for munz b'day liao... feeling a little down but guess i shan't speak abt it here... wll pple have their own problems anyway... *digs up book* i guess i just write it there... and for those who dunno yet... i will be in JB from 4-6 June... looking for me??? toooooooooooo bad... heehee... try best not to miss me ya? take care my darlings and catch up wif u when i m back in s'pore... jukebox[utada hikaru first love piano version] In Solitude at 5:01 pm 0 shared in solitude | ||||||||||||